i'm supposed 2 b on de happy drive 2 KL... admiring de roads of lots of places. crapping in de car abt de idiotic man who claims they owe him money. anticipating when we would reach de chalet.

but i'm not. i guess we're not going after all. unless we set off 2dae... which i tink is rather impossible. HAIZ.

anywayz aunty liz do wanna plan 1 trip where sheryl & sean r oso ard. but i duno leh. wondering oso whether if i meet them would it b funnie. all i knoe is it's boring stayin @ home cant go n i tink de ppl over @ de other side would b sad. haiz. i duno wad 2 do. wed n fri got trial of cus it's OUT tt we cant go tis wk. i really duno lah. suddenly so much saddness. mayb i should stick 2 bloggin abt wad happens rather den wad i feel. duno lah!!!

disappointed cus so much was planned n it was wad i looked 4ward 2 after exams. away 4rm work, sch, church n oso sg. but it wont happen. although next yr perth is a must must go, but i rather go both! haiz haiz. anyway, wait later sch dun let me take leave go perth. hur hur. duno wad i wld do. do an MIA like jon? hahaha.

tis wk every 1 ends their p6 sem. so fast! started in may end in nov. really must have been tiring. i calculated mine would start ard end april. so fast! tt means by aug every 1 can grad n i'll grad by nov/dec rite? even though stayin 1 sem is not bad but styl rather worried 4 my maths.

anywayz deepest condolences 2 sum 1 who just lost her mother. b strong cus i knoe u r. it's funnie cus i din expect it even when u told me de chances of her living. i knoe how hard it is. but wadever it is, i'll b here 4 u. i knoe u wont chance upon tis but i do knoe it's really hard cus ur exams havent ended n tis had 2 happen. do not despair cus ur fwens r there. esp sum 1. u knoe he would. if u need me, pls call ok?

sat i saw de new takeaway place @ suntec. whoever works there have 2 b there @ 8am! wha biang! n 90% de person will have 2 b me. shit! but rather honoured if i do get 2 work there. not every 1 can? n i fell in love wif de place oso. it's so refreshing n lighted up. n it attracted quite a few ppl even b4 it opened? so yeah... good place hehehe.

oh well... lazy 2 blog liao... aunty liz coming over so will spend tym wif her den blog later~

i have a sweet mother, n a super sweet boyfriend.

my mother... she doesnt really scold me... all she wans is me 2 give her attention... she's rather stressed over lots... n i hope 2 help her...

my boyfriend... he doesnt get angry wif me 1 bit... he always gives way 2 me... but i dun appreciate it... always making him worried abt me 2 even care 4 himself...

n these are wad make me so frustrated wif lyf... 2 many ppl good 2 me... i used 2 tink some ppl were quite stupid if they broke up wif their bf cus their bf is 2 good 2 them... but i duno if i wld... as girls we dun wan our bfs 2 suffer cus of us rite? i duno...

nv tot it would b such a big prob...

something funnie happened b4 accounts yest. gg n i took orders 4rm fen, jing n pei. gg bought de 3 pckts of nuggest(1 4 jing, 1 4 me n 1 4 gg) n 1 wedges(4 pei) n i bought de 3 pckts of tutu cake(2 4 fen, 1 4 jing). den when we came out, fen took her 2 pckts of tutu cake n went 4 her jap class. suddenly, gg realised 1 pckt of nugget was gone n say fen took it. i ran after fen 2ce, styll dun have. so sad but jing said nvm can share... den fen came back n she said de last pckt dropped! diao! so goon do leh gg!!! hahaha...

nth much 2 blog liao... n i wanna find some place slp... hur hur...

how could i doubt, wad was meant 2b
everything i needed was in front of me
ur healing touch, will lift me up in the sky, so high

i believe, i believe in love
n like the stars above
they shine, let it shine over me
set me free i believe in u
n that our love is true
oh i believe, i believe