seriously, i did not wanna quarrel with him. i'm sure he knoes. but i don't like his thinking @ certain tyms. it's child like.

i already did my best 2 make him happy, but i said other people would. isn't it true?

anyway i've alr forgiven him. i'm styl contemplating tml though. i guess he knoes wad i mean.

i've been thinking abt de past, de 1st tym we met, my 1st view of him. i look @ our pix every now n den n feel so blessed.

so many things bother me. my mother's opinion of him. his family's opinion of me. our different religion. our different background. our different dreams.

i'm giving it up. i knoe he knoes. don't say i won't do anything 4 u. u knoe i'm giving up a lot 2 b wif you. i'm sure you do.

amidest all de saddness n pms-ing, i miss you ok. i hope tml is better.

i promise 2 make good our promises~ smile sy, cause de whole world will smile wif u~

anyway, boss meeting 2 clear up political issues. 4 against 1. torn between 2. i hope all ends well. kor kor all de way! datta, rajan, sakuni, ashok... tsk tsk.

i hate de way some things are. they knoe i do. she just cant bear de heart 2 give me 1122. i should buy tt num 4 4D tml.

i'm bored. it's tv tym.