Taufik Batisah - One Last

I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can’t change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it’s better if we just let it go
So let’s have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there’s nothing wrong
Let’s stay here for a while and
Cherish every moment we’re in denial
We both know
It’s better if we just let it go

Every time I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there’s the scent of a rose
The smell of your perfume I suppose
But we can’t change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it’s better if we just let it go
So let’s have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there’s nothing wrong
Let’s stay here for a while and
Cherish every moment we’re in denial
We both know
It’s better if we just let it go

Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to hear
So let’s have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there’s nothing wrong
Let’s stay here for a while and
Cherish every moment we’re in denial
We both know
It’s better if we just let it go

We both know
It’s better if we just let it go
***
i'm not nursing a broken heart. i just like tt song.

went sch but no class i went in. by de tym i arrived, sharon said every 1 had went home. only saw irene who was gonna meet jonathan huang 2 do comm skills. 2 tink i wanted 2 go sch n do m comm interim report den kena played out. haiz, nvm.

i was wearing a rather short blouse n de num of ppl looking @ my stomach was countless. wad's there 2 see? duno they look 4 wad oso.

some idiotic beach guy msg me over friendster saying i'm cute & he wanna knoe me. yuck. no more meetings like tt 4 me. i only join those sites 2 meet ppl i knoe. i dun wanna meet any 1 harbouring ill intentions 2 knoe me. how many tyms must say?

i'm worried. AV has not arrived. dun give me de look like i fuck ard. just tt stress has changed my cycle, so i'm wondering oso when will i get it. i knoe my own conscience better den any 1.

rajan's work permit got his foto! so cool now de work permits. hahaha. he said it was citizenship. hello, u sure u wanna b sg citizen?

mon during bob's lab, we played laptop. sharon beamed de fafa man pix n set as tile wallpaper. fafa was angry, so sharon changed it 2 1 foto of bob hum & xuan yi. mms it 2 sherry, den sherry mms a pix of ana sleeping in elp. laughed like crazy cus bob hum got de lab wrong sum more. shedah, jasmine & yanny ending up reading de whole of lab 6 when we were supposed 2 do lab 7! all bob's fault. poor girls.

just now @ work, our whole cupboard collapsed. 2 tink i was talking abt tsunami in de plates trolley. de other nite watchin bruce almighty n tsunami occured cus bruce pulled e moon down 4 grace. quite lame. but anyway, our whole cupboard collapsed, den 1 carton of calsberg broke. de smell of de calsberg all over de floor smelt like vommit! datta ram was quite funnie, he ran out 2 see as if it was his house. heehee. but we lost quite a bit of stock there, damn irritating. thruout my 1 yr+ of working, i nv stack up more den wad i can. in fact, i nv order more den i shld, i knoe how 2 organise de place oso. it's so irritating tt after 1 n 3/4 mths of making a system, it was destroyed when i put in more effort @ capital. nvm, now oso wanna save 2 late. 2 tink new stock just came, esp calsberg, n tis happened. so damn disorganized. i alr leaving in april, not really trying 2 save them. they seem so unsaveable. pathetic. mum trying 2 help me find pri 1 & 2 tuition 4 eng & maths, de more de better. den i can quit here n not b so stress oso. of cus same tym 4 bf days, n hope he's happier 2.

he's very insecure, but tt i dun wanna elaborate.

sum 1 rated me 7 upon 10. my womanly instinct told me he was quite interested in me, but now he said he got no chance cus he knoe i'm very committed. in fact, de only 3 girls he knoes of r committed. he tinks it's rather sad. guess i kinda gave him de wrong idea 2, tt i was lonely or sumthing. i wanted 2 go drinking wif him last sat cus i needed 2 destress. tinking my bf busy, i asked him on context as a fwen. even tot as fwens we cld go out on v day cus my bf busy. he styl say things like my bf shld just quit den miss v day wif me.

v day not such a big deal. sch tt day. i'll just go hm after tt. wont die if i had 2 save. tt day every thing so ex. not tt i wanna pour cold water but i nv liked it any way. 2 yrs ago, my v day sucked, so phobia oso.

tink i'll turn in early so tt tml wont laze laze in bed n den end up not goin. karam kodi.