it's thurs tml!!!

if mr wee's not ard, means whole day 5 hrs lesson all conducted by mr ang? YUCK!

surprised iris came sch 2dae. hahaha. she usually dun come wednesdays. but 2dae got news tt got NE essay. kena played out. even hwee tong came 4 tt.

anyway finally cried my heart out 2dae. emotions triggered n de tot of stress, his unhappiness & last straw over money matters dropped de bomb on me.

it rolled down during de walk 2 de busstop, cldnt stop @ de seat, n on de bus it continued. i cldnt control it. walking in2 de restaurant felt like hurt.

they cheered me up. my leo buddies. de thing tt happens when we get 2geda? we all wanna talk @ de same tym.

pause. m i really hush 2 mr ang? becos those who r not taught by him duno his character. anyway heck him 4 de moment. i dun wanna waste tym on him.

NOT WORTH IT.

so my leo buddies, ashria & suresh, were de ever so cheery ppl. it was good, good work n lots of fun & laughter. suresh noticed many stuff abt ashria, den he said she was not even his gf, n close fwen n yet he rems so much abt her. imagine how lucky his gf wld b. *hint*

so suresh was relating his experience abt his ex gf. she kept making him go steady wif her other gf, so he told her sumthing. he said if he walked in a store, n he saw tis pair of shoes he liked, no matter wad he wants tt shoes. even if u gave him another 1 sort of nicer, fits better or wad, he styl wans de shoe he picked. after wearing tt shoe 4 10 days, he realised it gave him lots of blisters. after taking it off, de blisters were gone. but during those 10 days, no matter how much problems de shoe gave him, it styl made him happy. now tt was sweet.

i guess it's de leo ppl. ^_^

i vented my frustrations on paper. things tt i despice. humayun said quote stupid girl in her stupid world unquote. ashria said quote it's called expressing ur emotions unquote. hahaha. 10s girl.

btw, yesterday's joke of de day : i asked jangan whether de LJ was his, he tot i asked him 2 drink it. he even wanted 2 take de cup & drink it. ok...

2dae's JOTD : jangan's new name is cockroach, cus got so many ard. de funnie thing is, he's 4rm nepal, so nepali, den when ever suresh & i see him we rem wad is cockroach in nepali, hence we call him tt. den he said if he is cockroach, dun 4get 2 take de spray n spray him. KE AI RITE? hahaha.

my saddness is all gone... i hope. wanna keep smiling. fri gonna go hairdresser, den sat go 4 running 2 train 4 napfa! wish me luck 4 a bronze. hehehe.

last note b4 i slp... my i despise list:

*people who control my life... why must they do that? their own life don't have meh? i own my own life; the only one who can take it away is not human
*people who marry a guy for money... if money can buy love, i'm surprised the guy married you for no money
*people who read my things before me... yes i'm selfish, who isn't? would you buy a meal and let me eat it first? if i give you an inch, do not try and take a mile
*people who make use of me... i'm not a toy, i'm human
*people who tell me what to spend my money on... my money what, why must you have a say?
*people who flaut wealth... wealth does not last, only friendship
*people who say me... what i do, it's not for you to judge, and i won't judge you either
*people who are self-centered... at times when you should listen, please do
*people who use pms as an excuse... like i said, excuse only. try and think of something else. not every guy buys sympathy
*people who don't listen to good advice... i don't lie so why don't you trust me?
*people who don't use common sense... tell them ten times, don't get it can go home and drink milk
*people who get on my nerves... i know it's hard to read my mind, but if you know i do not like the way something is done, don't do it to irritate me because friendship spoils
*people who force me to do something they like/benefits them... i have a mind of my own, thank you
*people who take things for granted... we should treasure everything, but also do not take it for granted that things will always go your way. expectations do fail
*people who act stupid... nobody is stupid in this world, so don't act as one because it's not funny
*people who think over highly of themselves... when you are humble, you are more respectable
*people who claim for 'independence' but end up relying on others... you can't always eat ice cream at swensons!
*people who speak bad about someone in front of them in another language, not knowing they understand the language... this is pure stupidity!
*people who interupt me while i talk... i love talking period
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btw, i finally knoe why i have a blog. 2 express myself. u r free 2 comment, but dun try & change my thinking. i'm proud 2 be me.

oh wells, need 2 slp le. miss you lots darling. *muax* i'm sorrie.