Monday, April 06, 2009

back home after a nite out wif darling!!!

i was quite angry 2dae. he knoes. ashria my leo buddy oso took de tym 2 talk 2 me while she was @ cwp wif her bf. 10s babe. love u so much.

he admitted he called his brother n he got news she got married on either fri or sat. ok... he was quite upset tt he drank 5 bottles of beer. ok... i was sad 2 upon hearing his confession. hurt tt i cldnt compare 2 her. i believe him though. just like our hearts r so linked... it's really unbelievable...

he said being 2geda so long wif her, if it was me wldnt i feel hurt? i said, 1 of u'll shld have compromised so tt u guys wldnt have given up de r/s. but he said i was ard, he cldnt neglect me 2. wad m i compared 2 her? i mean, u love her so much, how can u bear 2 give her up? tt's de prob wif u, u just want every 1 2 follow ur way. mayb after being wif me u'll realise i'm not de 1 huh?

i'm just jealous. i hope he puts her out of his mind. i nv tink abt de past n my ex bfs or wad u knoe. i admit i want him all 4 myself, although i cant help but feel like a bf stealer. i'm sure if he had de chance he wld styl wanna b wif her rather den me? but, he said tt even so, he'll styl choose me leh. makes me feel really special 2 him. ^_^

like i said i'm jealous. i dun really care abt others. got so many ppl like me but rejected all of them 4 1 man, n feeling so happy abt it. @ least i'm worth it.

feel bad 2 fly fafa's kite. i knoe she's super angry. but i'm angrier. over sum idiot. sheesh. i hate tt person 2 de core.

need 2 slp. tml working full day.

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