i knoe de way 2 work ard de r/s, but recently i've been so tired tt's why. de waiting used 2 keep me motivated, but recently de terrors have strike. pulling us apart. tt's where de sad part comes.
r/s have lots of problems, it's how u deal wif it n compromise. i'm 2 easily touched, 2 easily happy n excited. i treasure all my fwens, n it hurts 2 see us close rite? but u oso close 2 ur fwens, n all de tym u say u dun like those ppl styl have 2 talk, I OSO NV SAY ANYTHING rite? why u like tt 1? haiz haiz...
kor kor wanted me 2 call u 'dear' 4 his sake. 4 ur sake, i din. aint i loving u enough? i keep having this feeling u dun believe i like u. but i said, if i din like u, why wld i come n see u, hug u, hold ur hand, b so close 2 u? dun be stupid. i tink i alr did some things 2 prove i love u.
i'm as upset as u r. i duno y sum tyms u cant treat me as de way i wan u 2.
ai ya... chop chop. let's end it here. i guess i bore ppl, as much as i bore myself. de biggest prob affectin me is sch, n i'm really glad it's like ending. mayb it's me, de work, or de ppl ard, i duno. oh my... i sound like how he wld say stuff. HAHAHA.
k i'm lame. cheered up already... mood changes fast. like his mood nv is angry when he's wif me. THANK YOU!
taufik's cd was in de player 2dae. ORIGINAL. so cool. took it. i knoe it's ashria's 1. hahaha. my leo buddy. love u baby. i'll return it tml. listening 2 it now. but de 'let's stay 2geda' sux. anyway, de only song i like is 'one last'. hahaha.
tml not working, no sch! can stay hm do mr ang's work, den go down suntec return de cd n see my leo buddies. we r planning tues nite 2 go balaclava wif humayun(might b de last wif him since he's goin UK soon *sobs*) n ash's ex manager. humayun has confirmed he wont break up wif ying! so happy when i heard tt. i wish them all de best.
i tink tml i might watch de vcd tt suresh, my other leo buddy, lent me. it's a hindi movie abt bikes, sort of like 'torque'. cant wait 2 see it. n need 2 return cus not mine. hahaha. oso need 2 see 'i-robot', fr aloy's vcd. hahaha.
2dae working wif humayun made me happy & sad. sad 2 see him go. really was upset he's leaving sooner den ever. saket's goin US 2, he loves his nepali gf which he broke up wif. i knoe he wants 2 mend it up wif her so saket all de best. =) although it wld b sad 2 see u go.
n when i finally leave, i'll take away de chutney tradition & values of a senior staff, n oso 1st batch. none of us r remaining, which is like sad. i'm sad they r all gone. de 1st batch of ppl were(let's see if i styl rem them):elissa, priscilla, joanne, yi ling, si ning, sanjay, rathi, yasmin, sutha, chirag & me. yups, shld b these loh. de others who became accomplished were andrea, joline, rachel, ramesh, humayun(he is way back 4rm capital in fact), nadeem, & de last 1 is saket. only left saket, me & humayun. de rest, i can say dun make our standard, n de best tyms of my working there.
these few days no JOTD. although last thurs jangan said he wont come work on fri since we will spray him. hahaha. n cockroach is sanglo! lolx. i even learnt dog. wow, learning 2 many words, wait brain pain sia. got hindi, tamil, gujarati, n now nepali! haiz really become sanglo better lah. lolx
taking 2 long 2 type tis. i started @ 1.15am... within tt tym got eat, talk 2 ching kwey, melvin, mini... wei ling oso said good nite ke ai =) my nick on msn symbolises a song lah dings. hahaha.
received news vik wld b back 4rm dubai on wed 4 2 weeks. i wonder how big his wife's stomach is le. =) den every 6 mths can only see humayun 1ce. must thank heavens ying is de reason he comes back. 10q ying! cant wait 4 tues.
ok i guess i better end here. actually, i tink taufik's songs r quite nice, expect 4 'ibu' milk song. sheesh. not worth 2 buy. i can send u his songs. hahaha. n oso, sold 30k cds le, quite good lah. hahaha.
anyway, must rem yesterday, 6th feb, 1 more mth 2 darling's bday, n oso de day i took 2 doing 2 things tt made me disappointed in myself.
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