i m finally goin KL!!!

i guess many r so irritated wif me not goin. which means i'll b back later n i'll def get a big scolding. but who cares! yeah... finally here i come hahaha.

duno if my classmates were goin 2 genting though, but if u guys r do enjoy urselves yeah? every 1 except ryan since ryan's goin in dec. ryan do enjoy urself oso hahaha.

exams should finally b over 4 every 1. oh wellz, good luck 2 every 1 except me. i knoe i'm bound 2 fail 1. my only worry is fail n i cant get a supp paper 4 it. which means more lam next sem!(not hard 2 guess which module huh?)

i'm actually quite bored now. waiting 4 mummy 2 do sum last min shopping. she said take all those small small clothes so @ least wont b so heavy. it's really true. all my blouses quite small so not so happy. styl seeing wad entertainment i need though. mayb burn sum cds. hee.

oh well... may post later... wanna do sum thing besides blog...

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i've been bored. at home.

wad can i say? KL was not meant 2 b mine? until...

i'm leaving thurs!!! yeah yeah. no more PD chalet though. so no swimming in bikini. hahaha. duno wad gave me tt tot 2 do but yeah i'll definitely swim in a bikini 1 day. lolx.

been improving on my jigsaw puzzle skills. cus i really need 2 move. i'm either in front of de tv, or in bed. when i walk out 2 buy things i look letargic.

i cant believe i ate hans 3 tyms last month! more den sakae sushi which was 2ce in a month. wad is next?

i tink tis would b a random blog entry. i'm not in tt good of a mood. finally we r all leaving sg but i'll b back later so i really duno how 2 go back 2 work.

HOW? HOW?

aunty liz came by again. she's always over. she told sheryl she really likes me. haiz haiz. i oso like her! she's funnie, makes me laugh but sum tyms it's just human nature 2 find a person's fault. rite?

i fell asleep when she left cus i was really angry n not bothered 2 argue. i owe her a big apology. i dun understand sum ppl. wad i do is my lyf, who i wanna mix wif n hang out wif is not their business? i have my reasons 4 not being wif ppl who r ard my age cus... i have my reasons lah. yes we r fwens, but not sum fwens who i wanna turn 2. understand?

i knoe wad i wan. n i've learnt so much lessons i'm actually convinced abt wad's best 4 me. i dun need ppl 2 tell me wad 2 do. i knoe who i wanna hang out wif but i just dun need 2 b wif them all de tym. i have my own lyf! i dun need ppl bringing me down cus @ de end of de day wad i wanna do is my own choice? i learnt not 2 think abt de past n cus it's past i'll 4get it n learn 4rm it n i oso no i have no regrets. wad i wanna do is my own choice, i repeat! ah wth.

just let me get out of tis place. i need 2 leave. b4 i break down.

i tink of him. how i chased after sum thing not meant 4 me. 2 put it crudely, it's rubbish. rubbish tt i was not even entitled 2 have. de rubbish wanted me! tt's all i wanna say.

i wont see u until next wed i guess. i always wonder wad u've been doing n whether u've listened 2 wad i asked u 2 do.

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