why do all bitches have de same name?

de 1 who i despise n makes my life miserable... n de 1 constantly jealous of my mummy. why do my mum & i have 2 endure ppl wif tt name!?

anywayz, went hairdresser. last tym stepped in was on 11th sep 2003. i rem it so well cus it was my last wk 10 CT 4 tt sem, n it was mooncake festival tt day 2. hahaha.

but anyway, i like de new texture 2 my hair. looking 4ward 2 a better 1 of cus. hahaha.

TGIS!!! thank god it's saturday. i love saturdays. i wait in longing 4 my fav day of de week. wad 2 do. it's once a week. i treasure it a lot.

we have been suaning wan qian lately. sum thing out of sch worth it. i tink feb has come 2 a bad start 4 me. not only me. my leo buddies 2. 4 1, suresh's sis lost his hp, his ex-gf got married & he hasnt been having much luck wif soccer. ashria had period problems, troubled problems n oso de ashok thing.

me? his ex-gf is getting married (funnie, seems like yesterday tt he told me so) & he seems very insecure i'll leave him sum day 2, i got many many assigments due, i missed lots of classes 4 tis wk wif no mc. basically it sux.

n JA's last day @ power 98! top 30 countdown was like so sad... Gavin DeGraw num 1, so i guess when i hear tt song i'll tink of JA. so sad... =(
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Ashlee Simpson - Autobiography

You think you know me
Word on the street is that you do
You want my history
What others tell you won't be true

I walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep
Nobody's really seen my million subtleties

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me

I hear you talking
Well, it's my turn now
I'm talking back
Look in my eyes
So you can see just where I'm at

I walked a thousand miles to find one river of peace
I walked a million more to find what this shit means

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me

I'm a bad ass girl in this messed up world
I'm a sexy girl in this crazy world
I'm a simple girl in a complex world
A nasty girl, you wanna get with me?
You wanna mess with me?

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
I laugh more than I cry
You piss me off, good-bye,(good-bye)
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me
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oh i really like tis song 4rm ashlee man...

damn, why do i get scolding 4 sumthing even if it doesnt involve me? i notice every body just takes their anger out on me as n when they like it. like hello, i ain't no toy man. get me so irritated tink i'll stay hm tml n wont ans any calls. sheesh. my outgoing calls cut 4 now. so i'll just sms every 1 "i'm gone" hahaha.

sum egs:de other day lunch was shit n den rajul asked suresh why din he do anything although suresh came work @ 3pm! cock. but anyway, oso de other day ashok asked me why din have covers when i din even clean tt area. ahhh... de right ones always get blamed. sheesh. n now, mum scolds me cus i'm wearing ear plugs. sheesh.

i tink i'm writing nonsense but i just wanna complain. i'm up 2 my neck listening 2 every 1 of their problems n yet de 1 person who is upset i cant help. i knoe he is sad she's getting married, but fuck it n get married lah!!! he wants 2 go back 2 her i cant stop it right? anyway... i don't wanna tink abt it, much more blog abt it cus all i want is 4 him 2 b happy, so promise u'll b happy ok?

4 now, don't bother me wif ur problems. i havent bothered any 1 wif mine n i just wanna help him solve his. his happiness means 2 much 4 me. but, i knoe he will get over it. =)

anyway, only work 2 catch up on is mr ang's work. all tt xuan yi's fault 2 suggest 4 more lab. i have 2 modify all my work 2 make sure i get them correct, or else i cant score 4 lab. ahhh!!! i was lookin @ ohp just now, n mr ang tot i was lookin @ him. BHB! he styl can tick skinnedly ask why was i lookin @ him. wad de hell. why do u pick on me when i just dun wanna talk? u always have lots 2 say. wad's wrong? i just dun wan 2 argue wif u n lest ppl tink sum thing's goin on. n i'm not de 1 flirting wif u. SHEESH

i'm styl not tt good a mood. i hate sch. y r daniel's predictions so good? is my final yr really gonna bad? duno lah dun 1 2 tink abt it.

i guess it's cus it's feb n many things have been bad n i'm frustrated. n i hear 2 many complains. n i complain 2 much... n n... i don't knoe.

i really wanna cry.