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i can finally blog abt KL!!!

2009-04-12T21:38:00.000+02:00

happy & sad 2 b back. i miss all de nephews of father aloy. they r sooo cute! jeremy, zachary & timothy. not jeremy ryan ng! lolx. just kidding.

yups 2 happy & obsessed wif KL. wad was meant 2 b a 1 wk trip turned in2 a 4 day thingy. wif only 2 whole days @ hand wad cld i do?

so we left thurs morning. took de 12pm bus wif a rather handsome & funnie driver. hahaha. de customs was de funniest i've ever encountered! mummy bought paper panties in de bag n @ de JB customs de officer pulled it out n he blushed! lolx. served him rite! hahaha.

mummy n i take a moment after goin pass de causeway!

fr aloy n his dad were so kan cheong oso & kept calling us. 1ce when fr called, he asked where were we & i went "i duno when i look out i see trees!" hahahaha. but anyway after we met up it was quite ok alr. he always ask me tis question. "1st tym in _______(name of place)?" last yr melaka like tt. tis yr KL like tt. btw it is my 1st tym in KL! n i loved it really did. fr aloy's fr stays @ puchong, 2 houses away 4rm alan his youngest son. angela & augustine stays in kajang.

anyway met jeremy again. he was damn irritating @ 1st but later on he was so fun. i understand y. when we reached de hse must alr prepare 4 mass. but not b4 meeting alan & his wife kim, zac their eldest son & timmy their youngest. both husband & wife r PhD holders. dun play play!

so den was mass. jeremy & zac kept running abt. so noti! finally when it was dinner zac was a good boy eating his food but jeremy just kept running abt n he even vommited n he declared it so loudly uncle peter(fr aloy's fr) got angry! uncle peter said 2 jeremy "ok ok dun need 2 announce!". he just kept going "vommit!" it was hilarious. moments wif jeremy were always funnie. augustine came over 4 dinner 2. so met him. he's nice oso.

anyway zac & he ate de chocs we brought 4rm sg. zac got 2 4 being good. timmy was always such a darling. mummy loves him btw. alan den took his family 2 JJ shopping centre n jeremy wanted 2 go so badly tt fr aloy said "ok ok go dun come back!" hahaha. but uncle peter drove jeremy ard de neighbourhood. u really need a car there man. if u walk, goin 2 de nearest busstop is in 1 hr! gosh! anyways while they went we saw around de world in 80 days. i only wanted 2 see it 4 owen wilson! n he came out like 2 mins only!? wad de hell. during de movie jeremy played wif mum's fone n fr aloy tot he was gonna spoil it but mummy went "dun worry!" n jeremy started 2 imitate. hahaha. jeremy went 2 bed after we finished de movie & alan took kim, zac, fr aloy, mum & me 2 eat supper! we had prata & while there got sum ah beng tt look like mark lee paddle vcds 2 us. got white chicks! tempted 2 buy but din. it's a sin! lolx. zac eats so cute btw. he's so ke ai. do check out my msn pic cus it's wif him! hehehe.

so den de next day fri jeremy was 2 go back kajang since he only stays wif his grandparents mon-fri. btw, angela is expectin her 2nd child in may! so jeremy's gonna have a sibling. since jeremy was 2 go back by 3pm, fr aloy, uncle peter, zac, mummy & me went 2 mid valley!

took sum fotos b4 we went though. cus jeremy was so cute. heh

jeremy wif his dua qiu!

mummy, jeremy, his po po & dua qiu

his dua qiu ask me 2 take! whahaha.

b4 goin mid valley we went 2 alan's hse. so nice! got dog who kept barking though. brownie is her name. zac was so cute! "jie jie goin? gong gong going? aunty going? dua bak going? ka ka going? timmy going?" 2 bad jeremy cant go so we lied 2 him we were goin back sg! hahaha. so mean.

@ toys 'r' us. de 1st stop. nice hor? hehehe

tis cookie monster was sooo cute! wanted 2 buy it 4 myself

tis guitar fasinated me. really it was soo cool. hahaha

zac cldnt bear 2 leave de place. mummy bought him a pressie since his bday is tml. 2dae is timmy's! he's 1! wow! but finally we had 2 leave.

brought back childhood memories!

zac loved tis house. can u spot him?

there is zac! he just din wanna go even though we wanted lunch!

finally settled in @ dave deli. fri so all ate fish. de food was good!

zac & his dua bak

zac kept saying "again" n it was so candid. zac calls fr aloy dua bak cus it's his father's eldest bro. jeremy calls him dua qiu cus it's his mother's eldest bro. understand? lolx. after lunch we walked ard. bought bras n uncle peter happen 2 catch me doing so. pai sey neh!. zac wanted 2 play so we found him sum thing 2 do. shopped @ metrojaya oso. mummy hated de staff there! hahaha.

tis is wad zac loves!

finally after shopping 4 wad we wanted, zac just cldnt bear 2 leave

he loves his dua bak!

came hm n saw de village. stupid movie. hahaha. by den jeremy left n de hse was so quiet. bth man! had mass again tt day but raining so heavily so augustine & alan din come. only alan came 4 dinner. kim oso din come. zac just came 4 a while den he suan jeremy over de fone den left. hahaha. den we went over alan's house again since we all wanted 2 use de comp! cldnt blog though cus server was down n zac was sitting on my lap de whole tym @ de comp. his baby pix was cute man! came back n watched shark tale! it's nice! go catch it!

next day was happy bday fr aloy! was de 1st 2 wish him @ de strike of 12! he's finally de super old '4'! yups yups, 40 yrs old. it was oso a family reunion wif them after a yr since fr aloy is located in sg n doesnt go back every tym. so sad! but happy day 4 them esp their mum.

tt morning we went 2 buy bus tix home since sun we were goin back!(damn just as i was enjoying myself!) walked ard central market n sum other place n bought tees 4 huma & saket. oso bought presents 4 3 special ppl. they shall knoe who they r personally. fr aloy bought stuff 4 his pink pig i tink but i dun care.

came back n timmy was ard & smiling so how cld we not capture him?

grandmother so extra. lolx. see how happy timmy was?

fr aloy has pix wif all of them now! hehehe.

timmy cldnt stop smiling!

den fr aloy blogged @ alan's so we went over after he went 2 rest b4 dinner tt nite. zac cldnt wait 2 open his train so alan wanted us 2 b there. so nice! timmy cldnt take his hands off zac's pressie though. small child mah. but zac was selfish! bad zac! anyway pic!

zac opens his present while timmy looks jealously

timmy got pushed away!

zac's moment

zac needed help. hehehe

timmy wanted my cam as i was taking tis!

wad i gave him instead!(de cover)

open liao!

timmy wanted 2 play de train but zac pushed him away always. he found comfort in his toy fone!

den got ready 4 dinner. went 2 sum non aircon played tt i complained abt 2 aunty liz over sms. she scolded me back! but de food was good. every 1 came over n got 3 diff cars. fr aloy went wif nicky(angela's better half) since jeremy pulled him. augustine drove us n his father in de lousy car. alan took his family n de maids. n de mother must follow jeremy. ... jeremy was sad cus we told him we went mid valley w.o him. but he had 2 go back if not he wld have gone wif us. he started his trademark when he saw us! hahaha. will always rem him 4 tt.

while @ dinner got guy paddle vcd & nicky bought sky captain & de world of tomorrow. tempted 2 buy n suddenly wish i did! hahaha. timmy finally let me carry him! i was so happy. when fr aloy 1st went 2 wks again he cried while fr carried him! n he cried while mum carried him so it was truly amazing.

timmy was happy & so was i!

mum had her moment 2! finally...

dinner was nice in de end. like i said de food was good. kim packed de leftovers 4 their dog! jeremy kept clingin 2 me n i was supposed 2 follow him in his dad's car n his mum was 2 go in2 uncle peter's car(which she wasnt happy abt) but in de end jeremy wanted 2 sit in his gong gong's car. he kept playing wif mummy's sms ringtone cus he so loved it n in de end augustine got lost!(ironic cus initially b4 goin uncle peter said his son knoes de way better! hahahaha)

went back n zac got 2 open his present. not b4 i helped them take their family foto aftr so long. din get it on my cam though. even though jeremy's bday is in july, he got present 2!

timmy's bday n he no present! no wonder he wanted 2 join in!

zac left 2 play his @ hm. so it was just a bday dinner 4 fr aloy. wth! hahaha. no cake! jeremy fixed his car track wif nicky's help n played wif it while we watched. he finally got tired & we took sum fotos b4 we tearfully parted wif him. *sobs*

he liked his jie jie de best!

den he wanted wif mummy 2

he oso wanted wif dua qiu! n he keep saying again! just like zac! all 3 love 2 take fotos man! esp timmy! he smiles when ppl calls him!

den jeremy left n we were off 2 bed. sad but had 2 say bye bye. jeremy asked me 2 stay in kajang wif him. would love 2 but was goin back liao. jeremy was sad 2 go cus tt day had so many ppl n his car track n he just wanted 2 play n play.

finally sun woke up early 4 mass. fr aloy attended mass wif us! sum thing new. ate breakfast n saw alan & zac. wanted a pic wif zac so badly den since i din get wif him. went back after breakfast n packed up every thing. alan was 2 drive us 2 de bus station den go 4 mass. fr aloy went over 2 alan's 1st so we followed. it was so hard 2 get zac 2 pose wif me! (!)#~@^#~!%&!

he only wanted his car track!

den he wanted me 2 play jigsaws wif him!(sum more he played it during dinner de nite b4! @()!#&@!)

our 3rd n best pix 2geda! 10s 4 de again zac!

den it was tym 2 go. i did up his jigsaws oso btw. n he was happy. really glad zac took foto wif me. got 2 d bus station in alan's car. squeezy cus his mother had 2 follow. n she was so naggy! zac came 2 n when we got out n saying our byes, he said "jie jie & aunty going back sg?" like so sad alr! me 2! i miss them man!

i miss zac! i miss jeremy! i miss timmy! i miss KL!!!

oh well. loved it a lot. glad i went in de end.

will blog abt wad i've been up 2(work) aftr i came back soon. rather tired n m on 4 full shifts. hur. meanwhile...

hAppy 1 yEars old tiMmy! hAppy advAncEd 3 yEars old zAchAry!

glad i did tis man!

pss, de whole collection is up under my snaps section!

2009-04-10T23:56:00.000+02:00

last fri in sch i was typing n my fingers hurt like hell. gosh. told myself i'll nv keep long nails again.

it's like tt. when u force sum thing, de more u will end up feeling hurt. when u finally let it go, no matter how hard, u'll feel better. but de tym when i had de long nails, i really felt very happy. heh, it sounds like suresh's shoe story.

every love story has de same concept.

2dae, much as i missed him, i'll cut de crap on him. like finally.

went down 2 pass back nor ashria her taufik cd. she kept accusing me of being guilty. hello girl, i stayed like 6+ hrs 4 u N U CALL ME GUILTY? anyway, i miss my leo buddies so much ok. hur hur.

saw de person i din wanna see, in purple sum more. n every 1 was making fun of my surname. after so long. hahaha. ya ya, it's funnie, big deal. ok next shit can?

saw jangan aka sanglo aka arjen robben lookalike. really. 2 bad he's injured. sad. suresh always associate our team wif chelsea, n he said i m like sum 1 4got de name? nvm, i wanna be frank lampard though! but tt's humayun. lucky. suresh is jose maurinho! hahaha. bhb.

wed last episode of AR6! happy, but sad no more 2 see. so who shld win? of cus 2 me i wan hayden & aaron. hahaha. kk... so out of point.

but anyways, we had fun. crapping, laming & bonding. found out 4rm golam sum things tt i needed 2 knoe. thank you very much. nor ashria's bf is quite cute. hahaha. but not interested so don't worry lah girl. *wink*

tml not goin balaclava. so sad. suresh & his sis bf's reunion dinner, ash & her no $, humayun says he dun wanna go ying's hse cus he dun like steamboat, n i dun wanna interupt my bf in his happiness, so will b goin woodlands 4 dinner wif family of cus. but it's ok, i'm sure we will have a chance.

sum jokes were passed during their tym working. it was a nice experience 2 go down when i'm not on duty. oh, i wore de nyp shirt de sch gave. hahaha. every 1 looked @ me wif class. it's grt 2 b in poly huh?

oh wells, i wanna slp liao. n dream of him. miss you.

discussing r/s problems. laments.

2009-04-08T20:25:00.000+02:00

i knoe de way 2 work ard de r/s, but recently i've been so tired tt's why. de waiting used 2 keep me motivated, but recently de terrors have strike. pulling us apart. tt's where de sad part comes.

r/s have lots of problems, it's how u deal wif it n compromise. i'm 2 easily touched, 2 easily happy n excited. i treasure all my fwens, n it hurts 2 see us close rite? but u oso close 2 ur fwens, n all de tym u say u dun like those ppl styl have 2 talk, I OSO NV SAY ANYTHING rite? why u like tt 1? haiz haiz...

kor kor wanted me 2 call u 'dear' 4 his sake. 4 ur sake, i din. aint i loving u enough? i keep having this feeling u dun believe i like u. but i said, if i din like u, why wld i come n see u, hug u, hold ur hand, b so close 2 u? dun be stupid. i tink i alr did some things 2 prove i love u.

i'm as upset as u r. i duno y sum tyms u cant treat me as de way i wan u 2.

ai ya... chop chop. let's end it here. i guess i bore ppl, as much as i bore myself. de biggest prob affectin me is sch, n i'm really glad it's like ending. mayb it's me, de work, or de ppl ard, i duno. oh my... i sound like how he wld say stuff. HAHAHA.

k i'm lame. cheered up already... mood changes fast. like his mood nv is angry when he's wif me. THANK YOU!

taufik's cd was in de player 2dae. ORIGINAL. so cool. took it. i knoe it's ashria's 1. hahaha. my leo buddy. love u baby. i'll return it tml. listening 2 it now. but de 'let's stay 2geda' sux. anyway, de only song i like is 'one last'. hahaha.

tml not working, no sch! can stay hm do mr ang's work, den go down suntec return de cd n see my leo buddies. we r planning tues nite 2 go balaclava wif humayun(might b de last wif him since he's goin UK soon *sobs*) n ash's ex manager. humayun has confirmed he wont break up wif ying! so happy when i heard tt. i wish them all de best.

i tink tml i might watch de vcd tt suresh, my other leo buddy, lent me. it's a hindi movie abt bikes, sort of like 'torque'. cant wait 2 see it. n need 2 return cus not mine. hahaha. oso need 2 see 'i-robot', fr aloy's vcd. hahaha.

2dae working wif humayun made me happy & sad. sad 2 see him go. really was upset he's leaving sooner den ever. saket's goin US 2, he loves his nepali gf which he broke up wif. i knoe he wants 2 mend it up wif her so saket all de best. =) although it wld b sad 2 see u go.

n when i finally leave, i'll take away de chutney tradition & values of a senior staff, n oso 1st batch. none of us r remaining, which is like sad. i'm sad they r all gone. de 1st batch of ppl were(let's see if i styl rem them):elissa, priscilla, joanne, yi ling, si ning, sanjay, rathi, yasmin, sutha, chirag & me. yups, shld b these loh. de others who became accomplished were andrea, joline, rachel, ramesh, humayun(he is way back 4rm capital in fact), nadeem, & de last 1 is saket. only left saket, me & humayun. de rest, i can say dun make our standard, n de best tyms of my working there.

these few days no JOTD. although last thurs jangan said he wont come work on fri since we will spray him. hahaha. n cockroach is sanglo! lolx. i even learnt dog. wow, learning 2 many words, wait brain pain sia. got hindi, tamil, gujarati, n now nepali! haiz really become sanglo better lah. lolx

taking 2 long 2 type tis. i started @ 1.15am... within tt tym got eat, talk 2 ching kwey, melvin, mini... wei ling oso said good nite ke ai =) my nick on msn symbolises a song lah dings. hahaha.

received news vik wld b back 4rm dubai on wed 4 2 weeks. i wonder how big his wife's stomach is le. =) den every 6 mths can only see humayun 1ce. must thank heavens ying is de reason he comes back. 10q ying! cant wait 4 tues.

ok i guess i better end here. actually, i tink taufik's songs r quite nice, expect 4 'ibu' milk song. sheesh. not worth 2 buy. i can send u his songs. hahaha. n oso, sold 30k cds le, quite good lah. hahaha.

anyway, must rem yesterday, 6th feb, 1 more mth 2 darling's bday, n oso de day i took 2 doing 2 things tt made me disappointed in myself.

back home after a nite out wif darling!!!

2009-04-06T22:00:00.000+02:00

i was quite angry 2dae. he knoes. ashria my leo buddy oso took de tym 2 talk 2 me while she was @ cwp wif her bf. 10s babe. love u so much.

he admitted he called his brother n he got news she got married on either fri or sat. ok... he was quite upset tt he drank 5 bottles of beer. ok... i was sad 2 upon hearing his confession. hurt tt i cldnt compare 2 her. i believe him though. just like our hearts r so linked... it's really unbelievable...

he said being 2geda so long wif her, if it was me wldnt i feel hurt? i said, 1 of u'll shld have compromised so tt u guys wldnt have given up de r/s. but he said i was ard, he cldnt neglect me 2. wad m i compared 2 her? i mean, u love her so much, how can u bear 2 give her up? tt's de prob wif u, u just want every 1 2 follow ur way. mayb after being wif me u'll realise i'm not de 1 huh?

i'm just jealous. i hope he puts her out of his mind. i nv tink abt de past n my ex bfs or wad u knoe. i admit i want him all 4 myself, although i cant help but feel like a bf stealer. i'm sure if he had de chance he wld styl wanna b wif her rather den me? but, he said tt even so, he'll styl choose me leh. makes me feel really special 2 him. ^_^

like i said i'm jealous. i dun really care abt others. got so many ppl like me but rejected all of them 4 1 man, n feeling so happy abt it. @ least i'm worth it.

feel bad 2 fly fafa's kite. i knoe she's super angry. but i'm angrier. over sum idiot. sheesh. i hate tt person 2 de core.

need 2 slp. tml working full day.

why do all bitches have de same name?

2009-04-05T22:08:00.000+02:00

de 1 who i despise n makes my life miserable... n de 1 constantly jealous of my mummy. why do my mum & i have 2 endure ppl wif tt name!?

anywayz, went hairdresser. last tym stepped in was on 11th sep 2003. i rem it so well cus it was my last wk 10 CT 4 tt sem, n it was mooncake festival tt day 2. hahaha.

but anyway, i like de new texture 2 my hair. looking 4ward 2 a better 1 of cus. hahaha.

TGIS!!! thank god it's saturday. i love saturdays. i wait in longing 4 my fav day of de week. wad 2 do. it's once a week. i treasure it a lot.

we have been suaning wan qian lately. sum thing out of sch worth it. i tink feb has come 2 a bad start 4 me. not only me. my leo buddies 2. 4 1, suresh's sis lost his hp, his ex-gf got married & he hasnt been having much luck wif soccer. ashria had period problems, troubled problems n oso de ashok thing.

me? his ex-gf is getting married (funnie, seems like yesterday tt he told me so) & he seems very insecure i'll leave him sum day 2, i got many many assigments due, i missed lots of classes 4 tis wk wif no mc. basically it sux.

n JA's last day @ power 98! top 30 countdown was like so sad... Gavin DeGraw num 1, so i guess when i hear tt song i'll tink of JA. so sad... =(
***
Ashlee Simpson - Autobiography

You think you know me
Word on the street is that you do
You want my history
What others tell you won't be true

I walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep
Nobody's really seen my million subtleties

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me

I hear you talking
Well, it's my turn now
I'm talking back
Look in my eyes
So you can see just where I'm at

I walked a thousand miles to find one river of peace
I walked a million more to find what this shit means

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me

I'm a bad ass girl in this messed up world
I'm a sexy girl in this crazy world
I'm a simple girl in a complex world
A nasty girl, you wanna get with me?
You wanna mess with me?

Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
I laugh more than I cry
You piss me off, good-bye,(good-bye)
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me
***
oh i really like tis song 4rm ashlee man...

damn, why do i get scolding 4 sumthing even if it doesnt involve me? i notice every body just takes their anger out on me as n when they like it. like hello, i ain't no toy man. get me so irritated tink i'll stay hm tml n wont ans any calls. sheesh. my outgoing calls cut 4 now. so i'll just sms every 1 "i'm gone" hahaha.

sum egs:de other day lunch was shit n den rajul asked suresh why din he do anything although suresh came work @ 3pm! cock. but anyway, oso de other day ashok asked me why din have covers when i din even clean tt area. ahhh... de right ones always get blamed. sheesh. n now, mum scolds me cus i'm wearing ear plugs. sheesh.

i tink i'm writing nonsense but i just wanna complain. i'm up 2 my neck listening 2 every 1 of their problems n yet de 1 person who is upset i cant help. i knoe he is sad she's getting married, but fuck it n get married lah!!! he wants 2 go back 2 her i cant stop it right? anyway... i don't wanna tink abt it, much more blog abt it cus all i want is 4 him 2 b happy, so promise u'll b happy ok?

4 now, don't bother me wif ur problems. i havent bothered any 1 wif mine n i just wanna help him solve his. his happiness means 2 much 4 me. but, i knoe he will get over it. =)

anyway, only work 2 catch up on is mr ang's work. all tt xuan yi's fault 2 suggest 4 more lab. i have 2 modify all my work 2 make sure i get them correct, or else i cant score 4 lab. ahhh!!! i was lookin @ ohp just now, n mr ang tot i was lookin @ him. BHB! he styl can tick skinnedly ask why was i lookin @ him. wad de hell. why do u pick on me when i just dun wanna talk? u always have lots 2 say. wad's wrong? i just dun wan 2 argue wif u n lest ppl tink sum thing's goin on. n i'm not de 1 flirting wif u. SHEESH

i'm styl not tt good a mood. i hate sch. y r daniel's predictions so good? is my final yr really gonna bad? duno lah dun 1 2 tink abt it.

i guess it's cus it's feb n many things have been bad n i'm frustrated. n i hear 2 many complains. n i complain 2 much... n n... i don't knoe.

i really wanna cry.

i'm finally back 4rm KL! yippie!

2009-04-03T13:36:00.000+02:00

did miss it so much though, but of cus relieved 2 b back. missed quite a num of things in sg 2. but nvm, i'm back! hahahaha.

1st thing i did when i came home was switch on my phone & hear my voicemail. i got 1 msg! *smile* so @ least got ppl miss me hahaha. den i logged on2 blogger cus i havent blog! had de chance 2 blog in KL but will explain y i din later.

den i uploaded my fotos! yuppie... all very nice. really love it. might do a photo entry abt my trip. hehe.

meanwhile, i'm hungry n i havent played daily jigsaw games. sad man. so will blog later.

i m finally goin KL!!!

2009-04-02T19:33:00.001+02:00

i guess many r so irritated wif me not goin. which means i'll b back later n i'll def get a big scolding. but who cares! yeah... finally here i come hahaha.

duno if my classmates were goin 2 genting though, but if u guys r do enjoy urselves yeah? every 1 except ryan since ryan's goin in dec. ryan do enjoy urself oso hahaha.

exams should finally b over 4 every 1. oh wellz, good luck 2 every 1 except me. i knoe i'm bound 2 fail 1. my only worry is fail n i cant get a supp paper 4 it. which means more lam next sem!(not hard 2 guess which module huh?)

i'm actually quite bored now. waiting 4 mummy 2 do sum last min shopping. she said take all those small small clothes so @ least wont b so heavy. it's really true. all my blouses quite small so not so happy. styl seeing wad entertainment i need though. mayb burn sum cds. hee.

oh well... may post later... wanna do sum thing besides blog...

***************

i've been bored. at home.

wad can i say? KL was not meant 2 b mine? until...

i'm leaving thurs!!! yeah yeah. no more PD chalet though. so no swimming in bikini. hahaha. duno wad gave me tt tot 2 do but yeah i'll definitely swim in a bikini 1 day. lolx.

been improving on my jigsaw puzzle skills. cus i really need 2 move. i'm either in front of de tv, or in bed. when i walk out 2 buy things i look letargic.

i cant believe i ate hans 3 tyms last month! more den sakae sushi which was 2ce in a month. wad is next?

i tink tis would b a random blog entry. i'm not in tt good of a mood. finally we r all leaving sg but i'll b back later so i really duno how 2 go back 2 work.

HOW? HOW?

aunty liz came by again. she's always over. she told sheryl she really likes me. haiz haiz. i oso like her! she's funnie, makes me laugh but sum tyms it's just human nature 2 find a person's fault. rite?

i fell asleep when she left cus i was really angry n not bothered 2 argue. i owe her a big apology. i dun understand sum ppl. wad i do is my lyf, who i wanna mix wif n hang out wif is not their business? i have my reasons 4 not being wif ppl who r ard my age cus... i have my reasons lah. yes we r fwens, but not sum fwens who i wanna turn 2. understand?

i knoe wad i wan. n i've learnt so much lessons i'm actually convinced abt wad's best 4 me. i dun need ppl 2 tell me wad 2 do. i knoe who i wanna hang out wif but i just dun need 2 b wif them all de tym. i have my own lyf! i dun need ppl bringing me down cus @ de end of de day wad i wanna do is my own choice? i learnt not 2 think abt de past n cus it's past i'll 4get it n learn 4rm it n i oso no i have no regrets. wad i wanna do is my own choice, i repeat! ah wth.

just let me get out of tis place. i need 2 leave. b4 i break down.

i tink of him. how i chased after sum thing not meant 4 me. 2 put it crudely, it's rubbish. rubbish tt i was not even entitled 2 have. de rubbish wanted me! tt's all i wanna say.

i wont see u until next wed i guess. i always wonder wad u've been doing n whether u've listened 2 wad i asked u 2 do.

track - jay chou 'excuses'

i wonder when is daphne gonna listen 2 her head more den her heart.

2009-03-28T23:27:00.001+01:00

supposed 2 b studyin 4 my xml(which i am aiming 4 an AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA) but i'm @ de elp cus i was lazy 2 walk 2 library. hahaha. i'm quite full 4rm mac n i'm super surprised daniel could eat sooo much. hahaha. i'm getting a heart attack tinkin abt it. lolx.

2 hrs 2 myself which means 2 hrs of boredom. i'm styl shocked abt colin n christine but i'm thankful it's over. waiting 4 america's next top model!!! ohh, realised tt i din miss de 1st episode. phew! n yeah, found out tt breakdance guy indeed used 2 b in de same lect as me 4 comp maths. hahaha. small world in nyp!!!

oh yeah, n allan shien is not a man!!! he beats girls. super bad. but who ask jing, fen n i 2 gang up against him. hahaha. quite fun tt day. tues they finish their mca early so i went 2 meet them. ryan ended up going library(2 slp?) n de rest went 2 mac 2 chill out. jing, fen n allan were playin de guessing game n ganging up against allan, so daphne de itchy fingers oso. lolx. our poor hands were so red but it was fun. n allan, beat so hard. wow. dawn better not fight wif him. hahaha.

my sweet dearie called me yest, which was amazing!!! i din expect it, but i din expect 2 work cap sq either. mayb cus he knew i was there oso. oh well, wadever it is, i m happy!!! n although i cldnt make tt much of sales as mon, i was styl pleased.

last nite was lamb saag. yummy! lamb wif spinach gravy. it was awesome. some others taste worthy r malai kofta n green kofta curry. erm... wish i cld have it 2nite. hur hur. esp green kofta! de balls so nice, n round n cheesy... vegi balls usually have cheese n breadcrumbs wif some cashew nuts. n it's soft n sticky like glue. very nice!!! n butter naan... i'm feeling hungry all over again.

i'm countin down 2 pay day, when i would run 2 m1 n choose de phone of my choice! hehehe. my sweet mummy said it's alrite 2 splurge on de items tt i wan, but i'll budget myself so dun worry. only need 2 spend $ on my beloved ding dong bala bro b4 he goes 2 navy! haiz... gonna miss all de crapping, joking n maroon 5 wif him.

was gossiping wif mrs teo again. i felt damn lively during xml just now. i wanna get an A 4 xml!!! must must. dtd, xsd, css, xsl, dom, no prob 4 daph! only de stupid javascript. hur hur hur.

i'm styl not in a studying mood though. esp 4 lects. i hate listenin during em. unless it's maths, cus maths is actually quite nice 2 do. n interesting. is networkin interesting? NO! sorrie 2 all those taking networking. sheesh.

i saw daniel just now. de daniel who now calls himself rio elijah. 2 used 2 daniel 4 me. he was wearing yellow! n he looked like a banana. n i told him tt. so he's daniel de banana boy. wont get mixed up in future.

all this typing is driving me NUTS, so i better find something else 2 do. hehehe.

***************

mr sanjay kumar is gonna get a big scolding 4rm daph. soon. hur hur hur.

oh well, colin n christine din win, but u knoe wad, i'm glad they r stayin 2geda. thank god 4 tt! *smiles*

as 4 me, i'm stayin 2geda 2! hehehe. i wanna have a nice wedding anniversary until my 50th 1! my parents were supposed 2 celebrate their 25th 1 yesterday, but well... let's not get there. sorrie mummy i cldnt b there 4 u!!!

i'm quite backdated on news. 1stly, i saw yucky david de cruz in sch on tues. he's a nypian! yucky yucky! n 2ndly, i havent blog abt tues in sch n how we were being childish. corrections, it was only allan shien! whahaha. dawn, pls beat ur bf up 4 us! whahaha.

learnt sum things new abt ryan 2. i tink he's an idiot who doesnt listen. hahaha. i din knoe cai fen drives! opps! n jermey ryan ng, u passed ur maths!!! yeah!!! so happy 4 u. good job!!! mi shu dun have 2 worry liao. *smiles* 1 more thing 2 prove de world is small:cai fen knoes bronson(my last sem mca partner)!!! whahaha. n gg is so fated wif tt long toenails alex guy. hahaha.

oh well, tired le. n i wanna play jigsaw world. continue later!

2009-03-04T23:27:00.000+01:00

our mobile commerce report is due tml. i've only done 4 pages. styl left wif 4 pages. i don't knoe if i can finish it by 7am.

i havent had a good slp these days. been tinking abt tis stupid report. it's a group effort, but my partner nv bothered to give me any information on wad is needed to do, and help on her part. i need some ideas from her.

our tutorial 4 4 mobile computing technology is actually due during tutorial lesson @ 9am on thurs, but during e learning @ 1pm she started on the assignment. our mobile communications technology report is due in week 9, and yet she finished it all on her own. i only need 2 do de summary.

tis is NOT my idea of how workload should be divided. it's not fair 2 me. decisions and sorts were not discussed and yet matters were taken in your own hands. mr ang brought up tt his proj can b grp of 2 or 1 person. 1 person marks will b higher den de 2 ppl 1. cus 2 ppl can share de asp codings & database. i made it clear, since he will award marks 2 those who do by themselves, i rather do it by myself. yes my asp database suck, but i have 2 do it eventually. it's now or nv. besides, i want 2 do wml, n she was not happy wif my decision tt she had 2 do de xhtml. i oso don't want 2 have to wait 4 other ppl n in de end no work is done.

i just don't understand. de impt assignments should b done 1st. why do sum thing tt has a later dateline 1st? u work, so do i. i din come 4 morning class on tues, but i hoped wif de 2 hrs lab we had we cld @ least have completed some. it's alr thurs, n yet not 1 page ws done? i wanted 2 start on de report 2geda wif u on tues, but u decided 2 go home do duno wad. it is oso my fault tt i have 2 burn midnight oil & do it, but how abt u? my class tml is 9am, urs is 12pm. i was on mc on de day he discussed report criteria, so i'm not sure on how 2 do it. u rely on other people's proj as a sample rather den do ur own. wad input had u put it? if u don't want 2 do it, just say so. i wld have started on it myself, on tues w.o u. u even cld tell me 2 send it 2 u n u'll print it out @ home. really an easy job.

tis was de problem tt mr wee highlighted @ 1st. hate it tt it happened 2 me. now is almost 2am. where is ur part on de report? i just feel like bringin it 2 sch myself, printing it out w.o caring if u read it. u did it 4 xml proj last sem, if not how did u get ur A?

call me selfish, i knoe i am. but @ least i knoe when 2 tink 4 others rather den myself. i wanna score 4 tis proj, so i'll help u wif de program. it will b better 4 me. i'll brush up on my asp so tt i cant score in de wml proj by MYSELF.

i dread goin sch actually. i just wanna do FYP by myself. i wanna do napfa by myself. i'm finally independent.

anyway, i'm lookin 4ward 2 stayin wif my bf next wk. @ least sch can b off my mind 4 a while. i need it.

it's thurs tml!!!

2009-03-02T23:02:00.000+01:00

if mr wee's not ard, means whole day 5 hrs lesson all conducted by mr ang? YUCK!

surprised iris came sch 2dae. hahaha. she usually dun come wednesdays. but 2dae got news tt got NE essay. kena played out. even hwee tong came 4 tt.

anyway finally cried my heart out 2dae. emotions triggered n de tot of stress, his unhappiness & last straw over money matters dropped de bomb on me.

it rolled down during de walk 2 de busstop, cldnt stop @ de seat, n on de bus it continued. i cldnt control it. walking in2 de restaurant felt like hurt.

they cheered me up. my leo buddies. de thing tt happens when we get 2geda? we all wanna talk @ de same tym.

pause. m i really hush 2 mr ang? becos those who r not taught by him duno his character. anyway heck him 4 de moment. i dun wanna waste tym on him.

NOT WORTH IT.

so my leo buddies, ashria & suresh, were de ever so cheery ppl. it was good, good work n lots of fun & laughter. suresh noticed many stuff abt ashria, den he said she was not even his gf, n close fwen n yet he rems so much abt her. imagine how lucky his gf wld b. *hint*

so suresh was relating his experience abt his ex gf. she kept making him go steady wif her other gf, so he told her sumthing. he said if he walked in a store, n he saw tis pair of shoes he liked, no matter wad he wants tt shoes. even if u gave him another 1 sort of nicer, fits better or wad, he styl wans de shoe he picked. after wearing tt shoe 4 10 days, he realised it gave him lots of blisters. after taking it off, de blisters were gone. but during those 10 days, no matter how much problems de shoe gave him, it styl made him happy. now tt was sweet.

i guess it's de leo ppl. ^_^

i vented my frustrations on paper. things tt i despice. humayun said quote stupid girl in her stupid world unquote. ashria said quote it's called expressing ur emotions unquote. hahaha. 10s girl.

btw, yesterday's joke of de day : i asked jangan whether de LJ was his, he tot i asked him 2 drink it. he even wanted 2 take de cup & drink it. ok...

2dae's JOTD : jangan's new name is cockroach, cus got so many ard. de funnie thing is, he's 4rm nepal, so nepali, den when ever suresh & i see him we rem wad is cockroach in nepali, hence we call him tt. den he said if he is cockroach, dun 4get 2 take de spray n spray him. KE AI RITE? hahaha.

my saddness is all gone... i hope. wanna keep smiling. fri gonna go hairdresser, den sat go 4 running 2 train 4 napfa! wish me luck 4 a bronze. hehehe.

last note b4 i slp... my i despise list:

*people who control my life... why must they do that? their own life don't have meh? i own my own life; the only one who can take it away is not human
*people who marry a guy for money... if money can buy love, i'm surprised the guy married you for no money
*people who read my things before me... yes i'm selfish, who isn't? would you buy a meal and let me eat it first? if i give you an inch, do not try and take a mile
*people who make use of me... i'm not a toy, i'm human
*people who tell me what to spend my money on... my money what, why must you have a say?
*people who flaut wealth... wealth does not last, only friendship
*people who say me... what i do, it's not for you to judge, and i won't judge you either
*people who are self-centered... at times when you should listen, please do
*people who use pms as an excuse... like i said, excuse only. try and think of something else. not every guy buys sympathy
*people who don't listen to good advice... i don't lie so why don't you trust me?
*people who don't use common sense... tell them ten times, don't get it can go home and drink milk
*people who get on my nerves... i know it's hard to read my mind, but if you know i do not like the way something is done, don't do it to irritate me because friendship spoils
*people who force me to do something they like/benefits them... i have a mind of my own, thank you
*people who take things for granted... we should treasure everything, but also do not take it for granted that things will always go your way. expectations do fail
*people who act stupid... nobody is stupid in this world, so don't act as one because it's not funny
*people who think over highly of themselves... when you are humble, you are more respectable
*people who claim for 'independence' but end up relying on others... you can't always eat ice cream at swensons!
*people who speak bad about someone in front of them in another language, not knowing they understand the language... this is pure stupidity!
*people who interupt me while i talk... i love talking period
***
btw, i finally knoe why i have a blog. 2 express myself. u r free 2 comment, but dun try & change my thinking. i'm proud 2 be me.

oh wells, need 2 slp le. miss you lots darling. *muax* i'm sorrie.

Taufik Batisah - One Last

2009-02-27T22:50:00.000+01:00

I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can’t change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it’s better if we just let it go
So let’s have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there’s nothing wrong
Let’s stay here for a while and
Cherish every moment we’re in denial
We both know
It’s better if we just let it go

Every time I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there’s the scent of a rose
The smell of your perfume I suppose
But we can’t change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it’s better if we just let it go
So let’s have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there’s nothing wrong
Let’s stay here for a while and
Cherish every moment we’re in denial
We both know
It’s better if we just let it go

Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to hear
So let’s have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there’s nothing wrong
Let’s stay here for a while and
Cherish every moment we’re in denial
We both know
It’s better if we just let it go

We both know
It’s better if we just let it go
***
i'm not nursing a broken heart. i just like tt song.

went sch but no class i went in. by de tym i arrived, sharon said every 1 had went home. only saw irene who was gonna meet jonathan huang 2 do comm skills. 2 tink i wanted 2 go sch n do m comm interim report den kena played out. haiz, nvm.

i was wearing a rather short blouse n de num of ppl looking @ my stomach was countless. wad's there 2 see? duno they look 4 wad oso.

some idiotic beach guy msg me over friendster saying i'm cute & he wanna knoe me. yuck. no more meetings like tt 4 me. i only join those sites 2 meet ppl i knoe. i dun wanna meet any 1 harbouring ill intentions 2 knoe me. how many tyms must say?

i'm worried. AV has not arrived. dun give me de look like i fuck ard. just tt stress has changed my cycle, so i'm wondering oso when will i get it. i knoe my own conscience better den any 1.

rajan's work permit got his foto! so cool now de work permits. hahaha. he said it was citizenship. hello, u sure u wanna b sg citizen?

mon during bob's lab, we played laptop. sharon beamed de fafa man pix n set as tile wallpaper. fafa was angry, so sharon changed it 2 1 foto of bob hum & xuan yi. mms it 2 sherry, den sherry mms a pix of ana sleeping in elp. laughed like crazy cus bob hum got de lab wrong sum more. shedah, jasmine & yanny ending up reading de whole of lab 6 when we were supposed 2 do lab 7! all bob's fault. poor girls.

just now @ work, our whole cupboard collapsed. 2 tink i was talking abt tsunami in de plates trolley. de other nite watchin bruce almighty n tsunami occured cus bruce pulled e moon down 4 grace. quite lame. but anyway, our whole cupboard collapsed, den 1 carton of calsberg broke. de smell of de calsberg all over de floor smelt like vommit! datta ram was quite funnie, he ran out 2 see as if it was his house. heehee. but we lost quite a bit of stock there, damn irritating. thruout my 1 yr+ of working, i nv stack up more den wad i can. in fact, i nv order more den i shld, i knoe how 2 organise de place oso. it's so irritating tt after 1 n 3/4 mths of making a system, it was destroyed when i put in more effort @ capital. nvm, now oso wanna save 2 late. 2 tink new stock just came, esp calsberg, n tis happened. so damn disorganized. i alr leaving in april, not really trying 2 save them. they seem so unsaveable. pathetic. mum trying 2 help me find pri 1 & 2 tuition 4 eng & maths, de more de better. den i can quit here n not b so stress oso. of cus same tym 4 bf days, n hope he's happier 2.

he's very insecure, but tt i dun wanna elaborate.

sum 1 rated me 7 upon 10. my womanly instinct told me he was quite interested in me, but now he said he got no chance cus he knoe i'm very committed. in fact, de only 3 girls he knoes of r committed. he tinks it's rather sad. guess i kinda gave him de wrong idea 2, tt i was lonely or sumthing. i wanted 2 go drinking wif him last sat cus i needed 2 destress. tinking my bf busy, i asked him on context as a fwen. even tot as fwens we cld go out on v day cus my bf busy. he styl say things like my bf shld just quit den miss v day wif me.

v day not such a big deal. sch tt day. i'll just go hm after tt. wont die if i had 2 save. tt day every thing so ex. not tt i wanna pour cold water but i nv liked it any way. 2 yrs ago, my v day sucked, so phobia oso.

tink i'll turn in early so tt tml wont laze laze in bed n den end up not goin. karam kodi.

i quarrelled wif him again!!!

2009-02-22T21:19:00.000+01:00

n i'm sick n tired of it. over... i oso dunno. stupid rite? either he's stupid or i'm stupid! darling, all i want u 2 knoe is i've given a lot of thought 2 us, esp after i came back 4rm KL. i knoe wad u need, wad u wan n i'm happy 2 b a part of it so good 4 u.

anyway my sy's ex-gf is getting married next feb. he was supposed 2 marry her but becos he din wanna get married so fast & she wanted, so they broke up. i felt so sorry 4 them n really tired 2 patch them up but my bf seem determined 2 continue his own lyf. tt was when he decided 2 take things futher wif us. n he's done a lot. so sweet. tt was y i gave him de 2nd chance 2 mend us n find out a lot abt him, n how he actually started us w.o his old gf. dunno oso lah. cant think str. we were out last nite 4 drinks ard his place. i paid 4 de 1st round n he was supposed 2 keep de change but tis morning i found it in my shoe(de cute cute 1 chase gave me a yr back). den i found out he used my hp 2 call sum guy i dun like. blur blur. did i really 4get every thing last nite? his best fwen saw us 2geda though, n realised i was wif him. his best fwen really angry i nv considered him. but fuck, he's short so no no. no more short guys 4 me. no more younger guys 4 me. hur hur.

anyway heck e bf 4 a while. i knoe he needed his space. i had mine oso. met up wif sanjay n lee. niceee. din smile de whole day until i saw jay. yups yups, good fwens last a lyf tym.

i bought cleo btw. sly's cover. i dun give a damn tt taufik won. sly 4 me, whether he win a not. 2 each his own ok? i just like sly better, fuck it. no 1 cares who's de winner(unless u r damn die hard) but over is over. oh shit, i tink i'm styl on hangover.

i really like de john mayer song. shld i buy his cd? hur hur.

i'm a lyric freak.

2009-02-19T22:33:00.000+01:00

Daughters - John Mayer

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
She's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change

And I've done all I can
To stand on the steps with my heart in my hand
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me

Fathers be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters, too

Oh, you see that skin
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left cleaning up the mess he made

So fathers be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters, too

Boys you can break
You find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong and boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without warmth of a woman's good, good heart

On behalf of every man, looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world

So fathers be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters, too
So mothers be good to your daughters, too
So mothers be good to your daughters, too
***
Nothing Hurts Like Love - Daniel Bedingfield

Broken hearts
Broken dreams
There just somethings that love brings
When you learn that its all been a lie
You cry
You find that

Nothing
Nothing
Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you'll never learn
Till you get burned
Till your burned by the flame
Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No nothing hurts like love

So you gave all you had
How the story turned so sad
Nothing left but the tears in you eyes
You die inside cus

Nothing
Nothing
Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you will never learn
Till you get burned
Till your burned by the flame
Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No nothing hurts like love

So dry your eyes
Its just your turn to learn
The time to find that nothing
Nothing

(Instrumental)

Nothing
Nothing
Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you will never learn
Till you get burned
Till your burned by the flame
Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No nothing hurts like love
***
Everlasting Love - Jamie Cullum

Hearts gone astray
Deep in her when they go
I went away
Just when you needed me so
You won't regret
I'll come back begging you
Won't you forget
Welcome love we once knew

Open up your eyes
Then you'll realize
Here I stand with my
Everlasting love

Need you by my side
Girl to be my pride
Never be denied
Everlasting love

Hearts gone astray
Deep in her when they go
I went away
Just when you needed me so
You won't regret
I'll come back begging you
Won't you forget
Welcome love we once knew

Open up your eyes
Then you'll realize
Here I stand with my
Everlasting love

Need you by my side
Girl to be my pride
Never be denied
Everlasting love

From the very start
Open up your heart
Feel that your're falling
Everlasting love

Need a love to last forever
Need a love to last forever
Need a love to last forever
Need a love to last forever

I Need a love to last forever
***
it's not tt i've been de most boring girl, but seriously, i don't think any 1 is interested in my love lyf, which is wad i've been up 2 lately.

sy decided to say sorry 2 me 4 horribly treating me, which was goooood. but yes i styl have de mother prob wif him, n i really don't knoe wad 2 do!

so anyway, we had a nite of taking fotos. he was happily posing 4 me even though he dun like fotos. funnie. it seems love can change ur lyf. it does.

but, i styl dun understand how can he have fallen 4 me. i guess i'll nv knoe...
***
My Boo - Usher feat. Alicia Keys

Usher
There's always that one person
that will always have your heart
You never see it coming cause
you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me,
it's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby, you will always be my boo

Alicia Keys
I don't know about y'all but I
know about us and uhh it's the only way we know how to rock (repeat)

Usher Verse
Do you remember girl, I was
the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl I was the one
who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and people screaming your name
Girl I was there and you were my baby

Chorus:
Usher
It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
Now another brothers' taken over but its'
still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it's alright
(it's alright girl, that's okay)
And if we haven't seen each other in a while,
but you will always be my boo

Alicia Keys
Now if you loved when we were younger you were mine
And when I see from time to
time I still feel like, (that's my baby)
And if I see you no matter how I try to hide (I can't hide it)
And even though there's another man who's in my life, you will always be my boo

Alicia Keys Verse
Yes I remember boy, cause after we
kissed I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy, the moment
I knew you were the one I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame and people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

Chorus

Bridge
My ooh my ohh my ohh my ohh my boo (repeat)

Chorus

Alicia Keys
I don't know about y'all but I know about us and uhh it's
the only way we know how to rock (repeat)

2009-02-09T23:47:00.000+01:00

seriously, i did not wanna quarrel with him. i'm sure he knoes. but i don't like his thinking @ certain tyms. it's child like.

i already did my best 2 make him happy, but i said other people would. isn't it true?

anyway i've alr forgiven him. i'm styl contemplating tml though. i guess he knoes wad i mean.

i've been thinking abt de past, de 1st tym we met, my 1st view of him. i look @ our pix every now n den n feel so blessed.

so many things bother me. my mother's opinion of him. his family's opinion of me. our different religion. our different background. our different dreams.

i'm giving it up. i knoe he knoes. don't say i won't do anything 4 u. u knoe i'm giving up a lot 2 b wif you. i'm sure you do.

amidest all de saddness n pms-ing, i miss you ok. i hope tml is better.

i promise 2 make good our promises~ smile sy, cause de whole world will smile wif u~

anyway, boss meeting 2 clear up political issues. 4 against 1. torn between 2. i hope all ends well. kor kor all de way! datta, rajan, sakuni, ashok... tsk tsk.

i hate de way some things are. they knoe i do. she just cant bear de heart 2 give me 1122. i should buy tt num 4 4D tml.

i'm bored. it's tv tym.

2009-02-05T22:06:00.000+01:00

i am tired!!!

but got article 2 complete...

entry 2 blog...

things 2 do...

shows 2 watch!!!

n slp 2 slp... hahaha

i guess i cant slp 2nite...

meanwhile... i love these songs!!!(slow but ya no tym 2 blog!!!)

I Dream - Taufik Batisah

In my mind
I can climb all the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there where eagles dare to fly
In my heart thereâ€™s a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door where I am sure dreams are

Doesnâ€™t matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Coz the race is all about believing in yourself

And I dream
I can run like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be the hero thatâ€™s in me
When I dream, I dream

Thereâ€™s a time
In your life when the odds are so against u
Thereâ€™s no defeat if all u keep is pride
First or last, slow or fast
Thereâ€™s a dignity that makes u
Keep driving on when worlds have come apart

Doesnâ€™t matter rich or poor
All the things youâ€™ve done before
Coz the race is all about believing in yourself

And I dream
I can run like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be the hero thatâ€™s in me
When I dream, I dream

Of the moment tat forever will be golden
When the torch is passed only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone

I dream
I can run like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be the hero thatâ€™s in me
When I dream, I dream

I dream of you...
***
I Don't Wanna Be - Gavin DeGraw

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by a identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone's attention please
if you're not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay, dust, stone
And now I'm telling everybody

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be... hey yeaaah
I don't want to be... hey yeaaah
I don't want to be
***
Curtain Falls - Blue

DUNCAN:
We come from humble beginnings and
Who could have guessed it when
You sit and doubt it and
Things aint all that bright
But we made it through the night
ItÂ´s like a game of truth or dare
If you can make it here
YouÂ´ll make it anywhere
ThatÂ´s what weÂ´ve been told
But the story's getting old

LEE:
Together we faced the cold outside
No one can say we didnÂ´t try
And I will never give you up or let you go
Together we faced our final fears
Remember the moments that we shared
ThatÂ´s why I'll never give you up or let you go

ALL:
Chourus
WeÂ´ll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz I'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And I've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
Oohh (oohh)
In the script of my life

SIMON:
We started out many years ago
No one will ever know
How far weÂ´ve really come
Since we walked away
And no more words to say

ANTONY:
And we made a lot of sacrifice
Undid a lot of ties
Fought a lot of fights
To get where we are now
Just donÂ´t ask me how

LEE:
Together we faced the cold outside
No one can say we didnÂ´t try
And I will never give you up or let you go
Together we faced our final fears
Remember the moments that we shared
ThatÂ´s why I'll never give you up or let you go

ALL:
Chourus
WeÂ´ll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz I'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And I've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
Oohh
In the script of my life

SIMON:
WeÂ´ll be ready when the curtain might fall(bounce)
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls(bounce)
Gotta read between the lines(bounce)
In the script of my life(bounce)
We all got a part to play(bounce)
I've done it but I've done it my way(bounce)
Gotta read between the lines(bounce)
In the script of my life(bounce)

ALL:
Chourus (2x)
WeÂ´ll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz I'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And I've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
Oohh(oohh)
In the script of my life
***
i miss my boyfriend!!! =(

n happy bday 2 daniel big bull lee, but not 2 robert "idiot" goh nai jie

i hate lyf rite now...

2009-01-19T23:44:00.000+01:00

it just seems 2 b all abt working... n working. i feel like i've lost social lyf alr... haiz...

i have other things 2 make up 4... i have a really good boyfriend that i believe i can count on 2 cheer me up... but tt's abt it... rite?

wad sux more is my mother doesnt approve of us. yups, i told her but pls dun bother asking her abt it. i dun wish 2 discuss it wif any 1 further(unless otherwise stated)

meanwhile, i'm tired i miss him n i styl need 2 work. grateful 4 big bull lee 4 listening 2 my fan...

n goh nai jie is taiko. so many Bs. lucky him.

as 4 me? fuck lyf man... sick of it.

i got lots 2 blog. 1 day i guess.

2009-01-16T21:43:00.000+01:00

0311 guys, enjoy ur chalet! so sad i'll miss it.

i miss them. hope we'll have de chance 2 b classmates or even project partners again.

i cfm will b failing my engine maths. no doubt abt it. hello ms lam... again.

wish me luck i'll styl stay in nyp. results on de 25th? good luck daph.

saw allan while i was out last wed. wif him. lucky allan din see. heng.

i'm happy. i knoe i am. i knoe i'll be. a lot has changed. embracing change was great.

i'm off 2 tv land.

i m tired

2008-12-29T23:41:00.000+01:00

i havent blogged 4 soo long

i miss blogging

i hate working

i styl miss zac

did i say i miss zac? well yes i do

i wanna call zac and ask abt him

i wanna wish zac happy belated bday

i like zac as a sister idiot

i only like 1 special guy... *blush*

i saw li jia wei & ronald susilo @ suntec. hot couple

i saw de guy i used 2 go ga-ga over n i'm glad he din see me

i like the champion. woo-hoo. yan xing shu

i like rui en even better. i cant wait 4 de new show.

i styl miss him.

i'm angry wif ppl 4 being jealous over mummy & dua qiu

fr aloy is dua qiu... cus i'm jeremy's jie jie. lolx

i find tis entry lame. cut a long story short, i just wanna blog.

i miss... you

2008-11-01T23:51:00.000+01:00

i'm supposed 2 b on de happy drive 2 KL... admiring de roads of lots of places. crapping in de car abt de idiotic man who claims they owe him money. anticipating when we would reach de chalet.

but i'm not. i guess we're not going after all. unless we set off 2dae... which i tink is rather impossible. HAIZ.

anywayz aunty liz do wanna plan 1 trip where sheryl & sean r oso ard. but i duno leh. wondering oso whether if i meet them would it b funnie. all i knoe is it's boring stayin @ home cant go n i tink de ppl over @ de other side would b sad. haiz. i duno wad 2 do. wed n fri got trial of cus it's OUT tt we cant go tis wk. i really duno lah. suddenly so much saddness. mayb i should stick 2 bloggin abt wad happens rather den wad i feel. duno lah!!!

disappointed cus so much was planned n it was wad i looked 4ward 2 after exams. away 4rm work, sch, church n oso sg. but it wont happen. although next yr perth is a must must go, but i rather go both! haiz haiz. anyway, wait later sch dun let me take leave go perth. hur hur. duno wad i wld do. do an MIA like jon? hahaha.

tis wk every 1 ends their p6 sem. so fast! started in may end in nov. really must have been tiring. i calculated mine would start ard end april. so fast! tt means by aug every 1 can grad n i'll grad by nov/dec rite? even though stayin 1 sem is not bad but styl rather worried 4 my maths.

anywayz deepest condolences 2 sum 1 who just lost her mother. b strong cus i knoe u r. it's funnie cus i din expect it even when u told me de chances of her living. i knoe how hard it is. but wadever it is, i'll b here 4 u. i knoe u wont chance upon tis but i do knoe it's really hard cus ur exams havent ended n tis had 2 happen. do not despair cus ur fwens r there. esp sum 1. u knoe he would. if u need me, pls call ok?

sat i saw de new takeaway place @ suntec. whoever works there have 2 b there @ 8am! wha biang! n 90% de person will have 2 b me. shit! but rather honoured if i do get 2 work there. not every 1 can? n i fell in love wif de place oso. it's so refreshing n lighted up. n it attracted quite a few ppl even b4 it opened? so yeah... good place hehehe.

oh well... lazy 2 blog liao... aunty liz coming over so will spend tym wif her den blog later~

i have a sweet mother, n a super sweet boyfriend.

my mother... she doesnt really scold me... all she wans is me 2 give her attention... she's rather stressed over lots... n i hope 2 help her...

my boyfriend... he doesnt get angry wif me 1 bit... he always gives way 2 me... but i dun appreciate it... always making him worried abt me 2 even care 4 himself...

n these are wad make me so frustrated wif lyf... 2 many ppl good 2 me... i used 2 tink some ppl were quite stupid if they broke up wif their bf cus their bf is 2 good 2 them... but i duno if i wld... as girls we dun wan our bfs 2 suffer cus of us rite? i duno...

nv tot it would b such a big prob...

something funnie happened b4 accounts yest. gg n i took orders 4rm fen, jing n pei. gg bought de 3 pckts of nuggest(1 4 jing, 1 4 me n 1 4 gg) n 1 wedges(4 pei) n i bought de 3 pckts of tutu cake(2 4 fen, 1 4 jing). den when we came out, fen took her 2 pckts of tutu cake n went 4 her jap class. suddenly, gg realised 1 pckt of nugget was gone n say fen took it. i ran after fen 2ce, styll dun have. so sad but jing said nvm can share... den fen came back n she said de last pckt dropped! diao! so goon do leh gg!!! hahaha...

nth much 2 blog liao... n i wanna find some place slp... hur hur...

how could i doubt, wad was meant 2b
everything i needed was in front of me
ur healing touch, will lift me up in the sky, so high

i believe, i believe in love
n like the stars above
they shine, let it shine over me
set me free i believe in u
n that our love is true
oh i believe, i believe

some jokes just 2 entertain myself

2008-10-20T22:49:00.000+02:00

warning:if u r not racist, dun read on.

question:wad do u call a chinese lady dressed nicely walking around in a carpark?
ans:looking 4 her car

question:wad do u call a eurasian lady dressed nicely walking around in a carpark?
ans:looking 4 a fwen

question:wad do u call a malay lady in sunglasses & a tudong walking around in a carpark?
ans:carpark attendant(WHAHAHAHA!)

question:wad do u call a black on a bicycle?
ans:thief(WHAHAHAHA!)

question:wad do u call a mutt on a bicycle?
ans:rich(WHAHAHAHA!)

question:wad do u call a mutt in a bmw?
ans:chauffeur(WHAHAHAHA!)

question:wad do u call a lady wif 2 children & no husband?
ans:mina(WHAHAHAHA!)

question:wad do u call a man wif a bleedin fist?
ans:abusive father(WHAHAHAHA!)

question:how do u confuse a mutt?
ans:put him in a circular room n ask him 2 relak 1 corner(WHAHAHAHA!)

tt's all folks!

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guess who is bored n tired... wad's new...

sherry's comments is blocked by nyp... sickening... hahaha... sherry ur comments sux. lolx. eric used 2b mei lian's sec sch mate. jing jing used 2b hadi's sec sch mate. small world huh sg? lolx...

i just wanna slp now! put my dear in front of me n i'll choose slp over him. cus i knoe he would wan me 2 hahaha. so i'll slp on him. hahaha.

n i nv found my bf 4rm wholivesnearyou, just 2 set de record str. hahaha.

i wanna slp. dun wanna do lab. such an unfruitful day(cus de term is closing soon!!!)

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boo! daphne is bored in c++ class... as usual... we r finishin our syllabus 2dae! yeah~

it's alr week 12 n i'm so dead... hopefully can pass tis sem cus it seems quite easy(but i'm lazy). i'm tinking tt even if i make it or wad, i wldnt go iap/fyp yet. hahaha. dun wish 2!!! i knoe no hope 4 overseas le. hur hur.

it's super quiet in de lab... duno y no 1 is talking... we seem sleepy i guess... was playin de daily jigsaw... my ranking 4rm 117 dropped 2 356!!! nah beh CB!!!

tmdx i styl cant create new folder... they locked my y drive!!! #(&@$*&@#!%$%... tink i'm gonna play more jigsaws... lolx...

missing my dear now... haiz... my sweet thing doesnt call me when i'm not @ cap sq... esp in sch... hehehe... happy 2 hear ur voice even if it's only a hello ^_^

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it's styl de same shit different toilet. lolx.

JR looked like sherry after she went sun tanning. so red. hur hur. n y was shuxian not talkin 2 her boss? cus she dun get de pocky? hahaha.

lecture was noisy as usual. great 2 have been back. i missed de girls! n sleepy eric. n red faced JR. n uncle GT. n uncle daniel! hahaha.

10s daniel 4 all tt u've done 4 me. u talk so loud even pei heard. n alicia keys rock! give me a missed call on my hp n u'll knoe y. hahaha.

great job ashok n huma 4 de cap square sales. sooo cool!!! wow... i'm super impressed. n jealous. n ivy should shuddup le!!! whahaha. not working nite @ cap sq cus of jay. so it's all guys tis week. jay cannot lose out hor? wow... i tink abt it oso i too lan. mons is my day actually! hur hur... but nvm, i guess madam has found de rite person 2 work nite. whahaha.

omg! i just realised i missed america's next top model! fuck man!!! arugh... shitty... started 2dae huh? damn it! i tink daphne khoo's cute btw. hahaha. no not 4 de name sake. olinda's oso nice. n david is hot. whahaha. n maia. wow. rock chic! whahaha.

daphne pakiam here is super slow. but @ least she knoes who won de apprentice. but her fav is AR5. wow. colin n christine!!!

i had a nice day in sch. n de best days is thurs. yeah. love thurs. although de days i see my bf is de best. whahaha. dear, a sweet big hug 4 u!!! *HUGGIE*

10s 4 de wonder, de glamour, de satisfaction, de kindness, de tots, de appreciation. ur good points can nv go not noticed. it's de food tt makes me tick. it's ur heart tt makes me beat. n it's ur awesome-ness tt makes me stumble.

it's not always rainbows & butterflies
it's compromise, it moves us along
my heart is full & my door's always open
u can come anytime you want

sleep! tt's all i wan now!

oh! just found tt missing entry 4rm my blog... lazy 2 take it out... so if u read some things twice, just heck. hahaha.

2008-10-15T21:23:00.000+02:00

i finally got a new bag!!! 10s mummy 4 giving me wad i wan...

it's not a sling bag, but it's a cool converse bag, quite a nice design n i bought it cus i went wif gut. loved de design when i 1st set eyes on it. n i dun regret!!! yeah... my lovely n fav mummy(who i feel like it's my grandmother!) is so sweet 2 let me get it. n de guy said it was de last piece so he sold it @ a discount of 15%! super good deal... $35 4 a converse bag... hehehe... so naturally v happy!!!

n mummy agreed 2 get me zire 72, which is tis better den zire 71 palm. n it's below $500? so yeah, i'll b so happy! hehehe... got bluetooth so dun need de 7610... can get 7200... now gotta cross fingers if it's on promo in oct... *smiles* so many things off my wishlist is coming true...

tml meeting daniel!!! eating lunch 2geda den going 4 lect... hehehe... so can carry new bag... super excited... need 2 eat dinner but not hungry... hahaha. v excited. new bag, new palm n stb new hp. lolx. hope my wishlist can come true...

be happy! --- whahahaha! i tink it's supposed 2 b a daily dosage!
laptop --- nvm, palm can le! ^_^
palm pilot --- yeah! 10s mummy!
sling bag --- muax! mummy wan sui!
money $$$ --- hahahaha impossible!
PHR --- hopefully by 25
makeover --- asap!
be a supervisior --- dream on daph
be a window person --- 1/2 way there
pierce nose --- master de courage 1st
nokia 7200/nokia 7610 --- soon! soon!
evenstar --- mummy get can le!
black hobbit book --- asap!!!
twentysomething jamie cullum --- by xmas!
soul sessions joss stone --- by xmas!
overseas attachment --- can dream on!

must thank all those who gonna make my dreams come true... hehehehe... daph smiling like a stupid idiot but i dun care. it's early christmas!!!

duno if later shld meet jay... so long havent seen tt goon do... made me suffer @ cap sq... lolx...

din managed 2 get in2 de staff office yest, so nv met ms lim. i'm condemmed 4 maths confirm! lolx. who can save me?! i duno any 1... *sobs*... but nvm, hopefully can pass... better pray hor daph... met eva oso. she failed accounts. opps. dun worry girl, we all can pass hehehe. *smiles*

i'm suddenly toying wif de idea of sharing a blog... but i guess i have no 1 2 share wif... n i'm alr on another blog which i hardly update... hahahaha... sounds so lame... lolx...

besides leen, no 1 said daph's skin is nice! how can!!! i'm so self centered 2dae. hahaha. i guess i was a bit disappointed when tis person who saw me 2dae bo hiew me. he has been tt way since i changed my status in friendster. n it's quite obvious. like he hates me 4 having a boyfriend? not my fault.

dear asked me out on sat. so sweet!!! he was sick sum more. goon do! next tym daph wont go if u're sick. saw rishi ram thapa @ boon keng cus needed 2 take purple line. lolx. n i bo hiew him. n my ever so sweet dear, he made me eat de sweet, which is done by our fav blur guy. hahaha. but sweet dear, 10s 4 making it up cus of fri. i'm sorrie 4 being insensitive towards ur feelings. SORRY! trying 2 change dun worry. *smiles*

n wad i said abt being single, yes i admit i did have tt tot. i guess it styl lingers in me, n i'll feel sad if i was, but dear so sweetly assured me abt certain issues tt i needed 2 b. if we had 2 b apart, i knoe it's not cus we wan 2, it's cus we have 2. n those reasons r 2 sad 2 mention so nvm, will tell daniel tml.

oh well... i guess i wanna meet jay, so i'll chillo. lolx.

i'm always smiling cus i'm happy.

2008-09-18T23:40:00.002+02:00

i'm meeting dear later... kinda a last min thing, so cant have dinner wif my family. opps. but dear is hardly free so give me chance kk? last nite our date quite a flop den he wanna make up 4 it. heez, he was so sweet last nite, but sorrie i'm so grumpy bleah. i must take daniel's advice n be more sensitive towards him. ^_^

just now had lunch wif fr aloy, sharon, mummy n bro. talkin 2 bro like so nice. 10s bro! havent seen my own brother 4 so long so it was really good 2 talk cock wif him. 4th oct coming liao so must try n spend more tym on weekends wif him. hehehe.

fr was lookin 4 shoes, den i happened 2 see tis nice bag 4rm converse. cost $41.90 but de guy give me discount cus last 1 so $35... den i tink tink... duno if shld get... den get loh... hahahaha... i hate de way i expressed it... but i'm lazy 2 change so yeah... pls bear wif my horrible singlish lolx...

but i'm quite contented cus i got a new bag... not a sling bag but it's alrite... yesterday mummy said she'll get me a palm oso... zire 72... better den fr's 1 by 1 step... got bluetooth! so i can save n get my 7200 by myself... wow... quite happy when she let me get things 4rm my wishlist! i tot it was impossible... i guess tis is de reward 4 all de effort i put in july... but my studies dropping... i better buck up... pray 4 me kk?

de lecturer's office needed a scan in... so i cldnt see ms lim 2dae... tink i'm so goner 4 maths. saw eva just now. i din knoe her chinese name is hui xian! mrs teo called her tt(cus eva's not in her ic) den i was like "who is hui xian?" den eva stand up. hur hur. de class have shu xian, hui xian n wan xian. so many xian!!! xian leh. lolx. mr fauzan called dawn by her chinese name oso. it's yu ling. very nice. if only i had 1 huh? den i wldnt have so many names!!!

oh well... cant wait 2 meet him oso... 2dae i'm really excited... hahahaha... 10s leen 4 sayin my design is nice... only de bg i did myself... hahahaha...

ok... done wad i have 2 do...

2008-09-17T11:54:00.001+02:00

later i'm going out wif dear after work... n his best fwen... hahahaha got lite bulb ard... nvm i need more light lolx.

hopefully tml can wake up! hahaha... better pray...

my full template wont b changed... until i'm happy... hahahaha...

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it's de laziness in me again.

i tink i'll b surprised if ms lam doesnt issue me my warning letter. lazy daphne. hur hur.

she gave me de lowest marks in class. n no, it wasnt a passing grade. i m proud 2 announce tt i got 17 upon 100. hur hur. n oh, my boyfriend tot it was 70. pj. sheesh!

n de bloody china bastard, 100!!! arugh! gary was so angry. yes gary, i'm angry 2. n dun laugh @ joesph.

so tml it's 9am @ p527 wif ram n gary. 10s ms lim 4 de maths lesson cus i hateeeeeeee china bastard. so even if i can attend their class, no no no.

dun blame me 4 failing! i studied! just not hard enouf. n accounts grade dropped 2 C. sheesh. i got A 4 proj! my 1st A in poly. hur hur. n mrs teo is gonna choose sweet gg 4 proj. can meh? can i dun have mr son pls. or mr chai. hahaha. n NO mr seah. hahaha.

stupid chip n kim! ok smart, but idiotic. i cant believe they used de yield on colin n christine. colin n christine said they wont use de yield on any1. they r 2 nice. n yet. so colin n christine, learn ur lesson pls. trust each other!!!

i'm styl rootin 4 them... but i wont b sad even if they din win. i hate married parents!!!

so far work has been ok as mr daniel lee predicted. super sweet daniel, i cant believe u havent had a gf b4. n u're alr 24! buck up! i dun wanna get married b4 u. hahaha.

but after all tt u said, i guess i styl got 1 last doubt 2 clear wif u b4 really decidin wad i wanna do wif my r.s. yeah it's great now, but i suddenly wish i was single again. hahaha. i really wan 2 concentrate on wad i love doin best. it's quite ironic, cus i really have a nice bf, n he cares 4 me, wan 2 take further steps wif me n i knoe it would b great but i guess i'm not ready 4 commitment yet. lolx.

comin in2 tis, i was happy, cus he did care. but @ de same tym, scared 2 fall again. all tis while he has been a great source of encouragment, more den i can ask 4. but i'm 2 insensitive towards his feelings. n he keeps so much things 2 himself it's hard 2 get it 2 him. haiz haiz.

i skipped 2 many classes again on wk 11. same thing as last sem. daphne, buck up!!! n yes, i need daniel now. but daniel is super busy. idiot! see u soon. 10s 4 caring.

i'm off 2 b a gd girl. hahaha.

yeah! i finally changed de template... but i tink my bg needs more work! hur hur.

2008-09-14T09:11:00.002+02:00

quite tired but i styl have 2 burn songs. tis template is specially made cus of my dear. hehehe. i'm happy 4 our new beginning. 10s dear!

n who wanna see how he look like? hahahaha... u wont get de chance... dun kapo! it's btwn me n him... so only our netural fwens knoe... hahahaha.

i m so mean. but i'm happy n smiling. n b grateful. lolx.

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i wanna change blog skin. period. hahaha.

de funniest thing happened last wed which i 4get 2 mention. i was walking 2 amk station den i spotted de fyp ppl hangin ard de blks. by de way it was 1 whole grp who i din knoe most except 4 fel n jas 4rm 0218. oh n tt malay girl 4rm azlinda's lab oso. saw her. well anyway, was walking out den duno y these ppl took interest in my presence n was awkward i walked past. den 1 of them said "hi daphne" n my face really changed. wha pai sey sia! quite funnie tinkin abt it, but quite scary oso.

oh well, de weekend was good. has super nice meals over sat n sun n ate like a pig. 10s 4 all de nice food i finally got 2 eat aloy ^_^. so was happy thru out de weekend.

n 2dae daniel n i got closer. yes de 2 slackers 4rm e6 were slacking again. actually dan, ur not a slacker, but click wif u quite well. hehe. we met up @ 2.30 cus he went swimming. hur hur. ended up skippin our lectures cus we stayed in de lib. gosh dan, u're influenced. hur hur. dan did some stuff 4 josie n i. he's damn accurate. wadever he said abt 2dae came true! n dan oso found out sum really intimate details abt myself tt i din mind sharing. dan, i trust u super a lot yeah? nice person 2 hang out wif. hehehe.

work was OKAY. din knoe y i was needed. hur hur. did i 4get 2 mention my 3 days plan has been screwed? i kinda hate de fact tt it had 2 b screwed now. well, better luck next tym daph. hur hur.

n i oso wanna do my skin now. 10s 2 bro, my tape was not in de video 2 tape friends. sheeesh!!! 10s ah.

n skin, here i come.

n dear, dun fret, i believe in us!

2007-02-15T23:09:00.001+01:00

in c++ class now. bleah. tired n stomach pain. mr handsome just went out n he wans us 2 do sum tutorial questions. sheesh.

i'm currently in tis happy mood but i duno wad decisions i shld do 2 make myself happier or wad lah. i oso duno wad m i living 4 sum tyms. btw, freezing cold in tis lab now. din bring my jacket cus carrying so much things oso. hahahaha.

duno if i wanna go cisco class. every wed is work so cant go loh. alr wake up 6am so tiring. must endure 4 de next 5 wks. boo hoo.

going 2 play daily jigsaw le. later den blog.

pissed off. y does my IE keep refreshing by itself? hur hur.

2007-02-12T13:08:00.001+01:00

i'm super tired. just realised my mentor emailed me back. he said 2 call him if got any more enquires. wad more can i say? IAP/FYP liao lah!!! booo hooo...

tml got class. hur hur.

i was watchin sum show just now, de girl, stupid leh, nv tell him she likes him! haiz... she did lah, but he nv hear... *sobs*

fell down just now. n he was there. 4 1 moment he din care abt anything. only 4 me. i tot he nv did, n i wasnt tt optimisstic, but yes, more den ever i cld count on de smiles, de laughter n de happiness. nv 4getting saddness, misses, tears n anger. n i appreciated it. not only 4rm u. u laughed but u cried. n i cldnt ask 4 anything more.

it doesnt help tt it's different in every aspect, 4rm de minor details 2 de big picture. but it does state tt differences are not de obstacle. if it was, it would. i dont deny.

riddles are part of it. understanding. kindness. 4giveness. we have nv failed. more 2 see. more 2 hold. more 2 love.

looking 4ward is where it should b. going str ahead, no regrets. no turning back.

being inside and outside holds more of a different meaning as how we see it n they see it. they will nv knoe wad our secret is. cus they nv care, n they nv try.

de goodness brought in all tym. i'm savouring it like cavier.

i do believe n tink n nv cld agree more. inseparable. happy. willing.

wad more shld b asked?

i m officially de $10 girl. hur hur.

2007-01-05T08:57:00.001+01:00

i dun wanna blog but de temptation is there. makes me feel like i'm sinning as i blog cus i dun go 4 mass any more. sheesh.

they sent me back in de big van 2dae. not tt it mattered. it doesnt matter cus all i care abt is sum 1 else.

i'm not a babe, n i'm not pretty. i dun understand why do u care 4 me so much? 4rm de 1st tym till now, it hasnt changed. m i addictive?

n yes, u had 2 tell ur best fwen abt us n ur best friend is laughin cus i once said i'll nv like u. but all de more god is playin de silly joke on me n make me fall deeply 4 u.

i tell u, it sux. cus i dun see u every day. i cant hug u always. n no 1 can knoe.

but it's ok. i dun wan them 2 knoe. ur best fwen laughed @ us like so funnie but he felt we were such a swt n happy couple. hur hur. n i din even need 2 impress him. he always wanted u 2 find sum 1 n even if it's not me, he'll styl b happy. but all de more it's me so ur best fwen's even happier.

n not jealous, lolx. cus he's my new bro in law 2. so yeah, 1 big happy family.

i care ok. n i like ur haircut. so ke ai.

happy 1 month! (so fast hor?)

Office Humor

2006-09-03T16:46:00.000+02:00

I pretend to work. They pretend to pay me.

Multi-tasking means screwing up several things at once.

Q. What does 98 stand for in Windows 98?
A. It stands for number of times it hangs in a day.

Work faithfully 8 hours a day, and don’t worry because in time you will become the boss and work 12 hours a day and do all the worrying.

Hard work has a future payoff. Laziness pays off NOW!

A modern employer is one who is looking for men between ages 25 and 30 with 40 yrs experience.

A system administrator is like Santa Claus, nobody really knows what he does most of the time.

He'd Probably Approve

2006-09-01T21:52:00.000+02:00

Haha! Tattoo

2006-08-24T12:03:00.000+02:00

Larry gets home late one night and his wife, Linda, says "Where in the hell have you been?" He replies, "I was out getting a tattoo." A tattoo?" she frowned. "What kind of tattoo did you get?" "I got a hundred dollar bill on my privates," he said proudly. "What the hell were you thinking?" she said, shaking her head in disdain; "Why on earthwould an accountant get a hundred dollar bill tattooed on his privates?""Well, for one; I like to watch my money grow, and two; oncein a while I like to play with my money, three; I like how money feels in my hand and lastly; instead of you going out shopping, you can stay right here at home and blow a hundred bucks anytime you want."

Autistic License

2006-08-24T12:02:00.000+02:00

It has been proven to be scientifically impossible to think of the color green while yawning. There is one exception to this rule: autistics. In fact, this is a fairly foolproof test of whether a person is autistic or not. If you can yawn and think of the color green at the same time (not the word "green", but the color itself) you are autistic.